Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Haircut














so, im going to get my hair cut on saturday. I have a plan. I
want to get my bob back. I had a bob when i was little. I was about 4, this being my preschool days were we weren't too concerned about nits and lice. As we all know that kindy is not fun for hair. As we tend to end up with icky stuff. So my hair had been straight and pretty. Now its crazy and thick and stuff. But i want short hair again, so there.
And school's okay. had a strange day. but thats okay. Im sure it'll be fine.
up is just a doodle. below is me with my old bob :) arent i adorable? :P

Friday, October 23, 2009

Only a -


















So, Tim Minchin is cool.
So i drew someone with ginger hair.
refer to the song... prejudiced i think.
Is very funny.
:)

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Too much screen time?











So im my opinion, i spend too much time in front of a screen. Whether it's the television, my netbook, the PC, or one of the computers at school. But that's okay. I already have glasses so yea...
and had an interesting day. I made an awesome speedy art. I also rubbed some skin off the side of my right thumb. I hurts... and then we, as a french class, went to a french lunch that was yum.
Then i caught a ride with my bus friend and have been home since about 2.
Yes. Im bored. :D

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

School again? :O

Yes, so a new weeks started a bit late thanks to Diwali. Of course we have to start with the worse day on my timetable. I dont like it very much. I goes a little like this:
8 - 8.55 - Physics spent facedesking
8.55 - 9.50 - Free period spent doing absolutely nothing
9.50 - 10.10 - Recess spent nomming air
10.10 - 11.05 - Mathematics which isnt so bad
11.05 - 12 - Meh french class
12 - 12.50 - Lunch spent nomming pie
12.50 - 1.45 - another period of french...
1.45 - 2. 40 - English >_>
2.40 - 3.35 - Usually on the bus at this time, but spent today in english class... Joy (!)
After all this, i was supposed to go to the volunteer meeting at the NGO im part of but skipped because i was hungry-starving and couldnt stand to go all the way to town. I am very tired.
So the plan for breakfast was a fail. I couldnt get out of bed to start with and after turning on the hot water i couldnt be bothered to stay out and cook. I did end up making my mother's lunch but thats different.
No pictures today. I'm lazy :)

Monday, October 19, 2009

On zombies and the internet













So, i watched zombie land today. I was meant to watch it with an old friend of mine, but she couldnt make it for mysterious reasons, i.e. reasons that were not disclosed to me. I resorted to watching it with my brother since there was no one i knew, that would want to watch a zombie movie with me. Therefore i went the whole 50-50 thing with him and then hung out until my mam called so someone could watch the house while she went for her walk.
It's an awesome movie. I liked it. There was a bit that was too gruesome for me, like the whole spilling blood out of mouths thing and drooling clowns. There was alot of action, with the guns and blunt objects and skull crushing. Ergo, it was a "fuck yeah!" movie. and thats just what i like.
overall good day. The whole movie thing really set it up and made me happy. The sleeping in until about 9 or so was a good start to the day. That and i got to make breakfast which was a nice way to start the day. I wish i could do that more often. I like gettin gup when i want to and making a nice, proper breakfast of eggs and bacon with coffee. although techincally it was ham this morning but i fried it a bit because i wanted bacon. Too bad we didnt have any tomatoes. I like tomatoes. Fried tomatoes make any good, wholesome breakfast complete. Maybe i should do that tomorrow morning. Get up and actually make and have brekkie. Tomorrows update will have details on my attempt and news of either the failure or success. In the words of a friend of mine, and yes the words of any leetspeaker, "kthnxbaii" :)

Sunday, October 18, 2009












roc market and aimlessness today
i like mountain dew.
the day was bit pointless
i prefer pointful days.
full of points.
etc

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Diwali!

So, I just came back from celebrating Diwali. I was okay, with food and fun, and fireworks of course, but it was full of adults. With some adults were children, but the oldest child would have been 11, apart from myself of course. 17 is an evil age because you're ever so close to the age of maturity and legal adulthood, but you're still a year away.
it drives me crazy.
I dislike it.
And so on and so forth.
So had a bit of a freak out earlier because i got thinking about my grandfather's funeral. When i was 12, my mother's father died. I remember that day. I got taken from school and there was a while of the house being full of weeping old women who i hated. They were random women i had never met before and they were crying about my grandfather. The nerve of some people, i thought. I remember the funeral. The open casket. I didnt go up to it. I was terrified. I tried so hard not to cry.
I remember going back to school and getting told by a very fat classmate that i had no right to wear a black ribbon because it had only been my grandfather. ONLY? Apparently you only got to wear a black ribbon if your parent or sibling died according to her. The cow.
Later on, my father passed away and I didnt wear a black ribbon. I thought it was stupid. Why should i display what had happened? I wasnt happy about it, and it wasnt something i wanted to flaunt. I remember the day of his funeral too. Sickly sweet smelling flowers, and the weeping, wailing women i had never met before. I didnt cry much, or at least I tried my hardest not to. I went to the service and read a passage from the bible. I was being watched by my entire class and tens of people i didnt know. I felt so angry. Daddy hated church. I felt so scared. I didnt know these people. I felt so alone. My mother was overseas. I felt so sad. I didnt have a dad anymore.
I was told today that a friend had just seen his grandfathers funeral. He said that when i understood how he felt i knew more about him. Nothing else matters. I felt so honoured. I'm hardly confided in. when i am, the thing is usually serious. I felt bad that i could be there next to him when he said it. A hug was called for but he was in front of his PC and me, mine. Emotion was so heavy i felt like crying. Memories are everywhere and its bad to hold them back.
On a lighter note, i love fireworks. They go boom boom crack! Yep. Kbai.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Feeling Down, But Might Improve!















So am feeling a bit down. I have very little energy left and cant be fucked to actually use my brain at the moment. Excuse my french. The cousins came around and buggered about and made my head hurt. We took them to the supermarket/mall-thing to get fireworks and food for Diwali. So on the way out saw two people i really didnt want to see.
One was my old classmate who made feel really bad about the guy i went out with for a while seeing as i think i promised to keep in touch and i kind of have an on off communication when im sad, which is a totally bitchy thing to do... but i am human so fuck that.
the second person was my brother who promised to help me out but didnt. I havent seen hime properly or spoken to him properly for the later half of this week. Im angry at him for being a douche. I want to break down a bit because the person i depend on to be a douche isnt being douche-y and thats not very good.
So i drew a bit. The top part is just a bit of venting about being broke, sad and tired. I guess i'll just hit my head against the wall now. Because i have nothing better to do. Th bottom part is me being sorry for myself in the salwar kameez i wore to school today. i was feeling emo so venting to flash seemed like a better idea than writing some stupid email to goodness knows whoever. Or texting people sadly. Ah well.
I also dont like being the practical one in the house. I seem to know whats in the kitchen and what to feed the dog. Okay. Enough bitching. I'm going to shower and power down. K bai.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

So Sitting At Esquires

My mam is talking so a lady about finances for the NGO, or something like that. It's not that I'm not listening it is just that I'm not sure if I should know about it or if i shouldn't. I think that if the lady is here to talk to my mam, she should just talk to my mam, I am invisible. Like a ninja (nin-nin-nin!).
That's a Disgaea joke. Disgaea is an awesome game I played on PS2, ages ago. My brother played it mostly i remember leveling characters for him because he was lazy to level them sometimes. I was never responsible for the story levels. I was also terrified of screwing up. And ever since I was about 5 and deleted his friends pokemon game save by accident, he hasn't trusted me with a saved game.
So, played WoW last night. Up until about quarter to eleven. I needed sleep but wasnt able to move until i dinged (leveled up). So got from 25 to 27. Quested with a very nice BE priest, who apparently was an alliance hunter (level 80...) on another server. That worried by poor horde nerves because he knew what he was doing and i felt like an uber noob. He also had been reading the walk through for thousand needles, which was a bit crazy.
I had been thinking about rolling alliance. But probably wont.
And mathematics is insane at the moment. Learning differential calculus is fun, in the strangest way. Okie dokies. :)

Friday, October 9, 2009


















So was a bit bored so decided to draw.
Made in flash
I dont know how long cuz kept changing the idea.
And the black lines were an afterthought.
there is no blur in flash :(

Fiji Day (Tomorrow)
















So tomorrow is the anniversary of our Independence from ye olde englande. So something. I never payed much attention in history because its a boring subject and i couldn't be bothered to learn about dates and boring dead people. I was better at social science and geography..

So nothing happened today. I went to school, did homework, has classes, has awesome assembly where there were some people who jumped about with the dancing and Fijian singing and guys without shirts on.

But nothing much else. And was the last one off the bus again. I don't like it. I always am. First on in the morning and last off in the arvo. I wait for about one hour before i get off. I'm not complaining just saying. And zoned out a bit nearly my stop and the driver nearly passed it. So yeah.

okies dokies. i drew the flag... kinda. I was bored and didn't feel like drawing or colouring properly. Ah well. :)

Thursday, October 8, 2009

So there was a tsunami

















well, a warning for us here in Fiji anyway.. so the school was closed and people were freaking out and calling people so all the lines were busy and no calls could get through. we were lied to by some guy who came up and said "hey the waves is 15m high and..." etc etc. So had a discussion with Jioji standing next to me about the height.
We tried to figure how high 15m was. So i thought about it and said "about 6 storeys high". and we couldnt use that, because of building differences and stuff. So we used him as our yardstick and figured it was about seven and a half jiojis to a 15m high wave. He is 180 or 190 cm tall. Im barely 160. He's very tall.
I am not.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

School




















So, am back at school. For the last term of the year. And i rerolled in WoW >_> Am level 24 (half 25). Pretty good seeing as i rolled on thursday. And played some today... was fun really. Despite the looming homework... which will be looked at soon enough.
I am very bad a sport. Even table tennis. Im horrible at it. But i took it for my wednesday activity and it's fun being sucky. I couldnt stop laughing when i was playing because my doubles partner was giving me the evils because i couldnt take the game seriously. He sucks at it too, so not my fault.
So today, we had the strangest thing happen during english. We're studying the play House of Bernada Alba and the last question of the quiz that we were sprung with ended with the question as seen above (not so well drawn, coloured or written... but I am tired so yeah.) "Who would wear a crown of thorns"?
Quiet for a few seconds before a few people answering in unison "Jesus?". It was very silly really. people laughed. I was one of the people who said jesus. The seating above is the way it was, left to right, front to back : Droid, Me, Skelletor the Magnificent, then back row is chokkit milk, D-cubed, and barney.
Of course the drue crew is missing a key member (potato :D ), it's still teh drue crew. And there are boys in my class. Only they were on the other side of the room, and im lazy and dont know if any other them answered the way skelletor and I did. So they dont matter.
And i suppose that taking IB messes with your head, because whenever you read any other book you unconsciously study it as if it were part of the silly-bus (syllabus) and you figure that the author really is on a secret mission to insult the government that enprisoned half their family half a century ago.
Or something of the sort. I say this because i was somewhat analysing the terry pratchett novel Pyramids while reading it during the weekend. Two of my brothers and I got it last saturday and my older brother had already read it so i got first dibs on the book.
It's beautiful and hardcover and just the way a book should be; the thick paper and awesome cover art and i liked the story too. Definately awesome book.
I will go eat now, because i am hungry and my useless big brother is eating dinner out and probably going to get drunk or something. I dont know. He's being douchy because my grandmother's home and they fight all the time.
Okies dokies. Noms time :)