Monday, September 28, 2009


No i dont take drugs...
:D

Jackson Pollock had a Good Idea












So, I'm going to flex my art brain and say how i feel about abstract art. I dislike the large concepts "behind" abstract art. I was told that abstract expressionism was about the motion behind the painting. So i further deducted that is was about motion more than emotion. The release of emotion through motion.
Maybe sometimes these emotions aren't meant to be discovered. Maybe it's safer not to have a painting that you know everything about; how the artist felt, what they wanted to show, but rather take your own opinion about the piece rather than what they tried to do.
The over analyzing also somewhat irritates me. The "symbolism" and the like all seem to overdo the concept behind a pretty picture. The making of a horrible piece into something beautiful doesn't upset me as much i suppose, because it's all about the emotion.
And that, in short is the aspect of being human that i like; you can't make a robot create art. Programming doesn't count because that isn't art. That's just technology.

Friday, September 25, 2009

A friday night














i like both the movies, that i do. although i havent finished watching Igor. I admit it, i got a teeny bit teary watching the little mermaid 3 (come on, i have good reason, its all emotional and ariel's mother dies? how sad can you get for a cartoon?). I've been a fan of the little mermaid since i was little. Apparently at a young age of about 2 or 3, i tried to breathe underwater because i figured that i was just as awesome as the mermaids on my telly-box at home.
Igor good so far. I mean, makes evil monster which is not evil and ends up thinking its a actress? where to go from there i wonder.
So had a really dull week. I spent most days at home, sleeping till noon and having raspberry jelly for breakfast with a mug of milo. Also hung out at my grandmother's house because was ordered to do as such. Was going to see some old friends at my old school... but didnt. I was lazy and didnt want to interupt my facebook time. Yes i am addicted to facebook. It is my friend.
Also had the luck of running into some old friends, some of which i was planning on seeing but didnt on thursday. So will hopefully have some crazy adventure with them late next week.
Apparently i will one day run some big crazy media empire, or so my family hopes. I have no plans or wishes to study law or commerce. I have never taken the subjects to do so. I chose geography and physics last year so i didnt have to take history or accounting or economics. I wanted to go to art school. I know that I could run the business my mother wants but the issue of uni is going to drive me crazy one day.
And have been dreaming of people smoking weed all week. No person that had been lighting up would ever, in my opinion anyway. Yes, and one of which i went crazy with a fire extinguisher. Must try that some time :D

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Face

So, it rained so hard school flooded




















I did a little doodle. It's not very good, but i like it anyway. took 5 minutes, which explains crappyness. Might upload another soon.

Anyway, i other news...
It was raining up a storm, hah literally... and some rooms, like the art room, and some lockers got flooded. Potato, my friend, got her locker flooded. Poor crazy taiwanese. and so we were running around getting damp. I was the last of the bus. I spent about an hour on it. Hoping to get home. I think i might have a bit of a fever. Or it's cold and i'm warm. one of the two. or several.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

There are many nines today




















So today, during maths, we counted down to when it was going to be nine seconds after nine minutes past nine in the morning on the ninth day of the ninth month in the ninth year (of the 21st century) on the ninth week of school. It was the day someone turned 9+9 (18). Oh may gosh!! Nine nines!! yes. that was our maths class. looking for nines. Mathematical much??

And playing with wordle is fun. Damn my english teacher who told us to go there. She is trying to get us to do work on our world lit essays and she's giving these websites to play with. tsk tsk. And i was kind of playing tetris because it's addictive.... yay tetris!! apparently it makes your brain do wierd things when you play it. i should proabbly leave the internet alone.

probable/ possible??? i hate the fact that i'm not entirely sure of the difference between the two. Ah well.. english time!! :D

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Father's Day

The last couple of father's days have sucked. Kind of because my dad died a few years back. I miss him like hell. Was just talking to a friend who knew him and he was telling me not to be emo or anything tomorrow. I appreciate it because so far no one else had said anything about it. I mean absolutely no one. Not even my mother. I suppose i find it hard to talk about but it's just the way i am. It depends on who i'm talking to. I'll talk about if someone cares.
I just like remembering my dad. He had the best hugs. That's what I love about his memories. I always felt like it was the safest place in the world. I recently found some pictures of my dad in some photo frames at home (mother's house). I don't think she remembers that they are around, because they have been hidden for ages.
As much as i miss my dad, i know that it doesn't really matter anymore. It is better that he's gone than still here and sick. The day he died i remember the way he looked. So ill. I was sad just because of the way he looked. I'll miss him like crazy but he'll always be in my heart. "You'll be in my heart" was his wedding song.

Of my insane brother








So he got worse today
not as it today was the best
he was making retarded space ship landing jokes
and swearing
although
he defines elbow as a swear...

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Fift first post on the first














So, i've changed the way i wear my hair now. Apparently i look like a girl. How that differs to how i usually look worries me. I am a girl. Why does it matter HOW i wear my hair exactly? does it really really matter?
Well, people say i look better but my mother was all "it looks dry, but it's nice you're wearing your hair out now"
:)
Anyway. Avoidance activity. I dont want to do my ITGS assignment. I need to do a "portfolio". It's pretty much saying :
Heres a problem
This is why it's IT
It's Impacts
Some solutions (because there are problems)
Sources!!

although is wikipedia a proper source? can you say that it isnt? because i am a firm believer in that which is wiki. wiki love!

Am also slowly losing my mind. i am obsessed with proving that the tomato is a fruit. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tomato

I am right. Bow before my awesomeness!!!!