Darn you internets!

you know what the weird thing is? when you blog because you think i'd be better to hide stuff on the internet, but turns out that it doesnt. it used to. ah well. im not too bothered but people reading the stuff, is just i think i might have to figure that the stuff i blog isnt too retarded. why? so that i dont transfer the "speshul" virus from my head into the heads of other people.
feeling still very up today, apart from a slip-up on my own part when i used the wrong tone with my mam. she's tired... has been working in the rurals this week and had to work this morning too. but will be better because will be hanging with awesome friend at the movies and then at hers. hopefully tonight will be okay and i dont have some crazy moods or anything. i mean, seriously. sometimes my head is off. well... most of the time.
but back to the positive :) im happy and hope to be for a long while after this. the main problem will be the telling of the mam. im scared she'll flip because it's an exam year, or something or anything. negh. then again, hugs will always be awesome IMO. :)
(see? i ended on a happy note!)

MUN!

Day one of two has passed. I have nothing better to do at the moment (i actually do, i'm ignoring it) so i decided to post drawing from last night. i should do homework more often than i do. ah weeeell.

I have little to say.

I havent done the homework that was due yesterday.
The weather is bad.
I miss my mam and dad.
Theres a curfew of some kind.
My dog still make strange noises in his sleep.
I have no life.

i can never get good news

so, my mam is stuck in america due to "storm warning thingies". and i had quite a bit of the fun last night and after some retarded texting, i found out i have walls. walls? yes. walls. so, i forced myself into a cab so i could cry at home but then just ended up knocking out... 1am is late for me. then yes, i find out my mothers flight is delayed, and now she wont get back until tuesday or wednesday! so, sad story short, i resolve this issue with a dose of You've Got Mail and Inglorious Basterds. and some tea and cookies. cuz sugar makes eeeverything betterer.

i has a teeny bit of the sads.

therefore, i have no damn energy to do a comic. also... i had a really bad day. i couldnt find my atm card this morning, i felt sick all day, i had to deal with the retards of my school, then lunch made everything so much worse.
im a bit unstable at the moment because im really missing my mam, and when a friend of mine was upset, i went to see if she was ok, then i found her with her dad and i felt so sad. i really miss my dad. so feeling sad after that, i got asked where my friend was and i said with her dad, and one retard was like "wtf m8??" and i stupidly said what i was feeling. well, that is "at least she has one" and the retard wasnt aware of certain things pertaining to myself.. so... i cried at school. yes. im weak. i hate it when i feel like this. i just cant stop crying now.
ah well. im sure ill feel better soon. maybe. so ill just feel sad while listening to sad music and feel better later. when i forget again.

Nom nom ow

So i hurt myself while maths-ing today. as in just now. i was trying to facebook, and maths. thats difficult on its own. so throw in some pen chewing and my mind dies and i hurt myself. i took some of the skin off my lip. it hurts. still no paper.. but! i am going to make a book for art. a book about an elephant with no name. im going to google that so i dont uber rip anyone off.. even though im sure no one has the idea i have.. hehehe.

i was sick earlier this morning. i didnt feel like being sick in class, so didnt go to school. i played pokemon after napping most of the morning away. i dont feel uber bad about it. people get sick, and better to get rid of sick than to have the ill at school. also, but brother has stolen my daily comic idea, ofcourse his comics are better. now my support mechanism is failing. joy. but not really. that was sarcasm. im sad now. but thats not why i was sick, not sads that ive had were reasons for my sick. i was actually sick. is probably that monthly evil thing. ugh. stupid female parts. all retarded and stuff. i dont even want children.

no paper..

no i dont... and i cant make a proper comic im comfy with without paper. yes. im lying. im too lazy to do a comic. because im retarded and i love to go back on my word. the again its easy because no one bothers with this blog. yay me!

i ran out of paper okay?

okay.. fine.
i failed at keeping to the simplest thing. im sorry. i just couldnt do it. i dont know why. i blame noodles. i spend all my time eating them and nao im craaaaaazy. so... i have 2 to post. one being a random actual comic thing, and the second being for my friend who might be going to canada. :)

deep things are deep.

I had one of those long conversations with my uncle this evening. it was difficult to talk. i have 2 comics because i missed updating last night... because i saw Alice In Wonderland. One comic is about that. i swear i almost jizzed mah pants. Tim burton is awesome, my god is my god, but tim burton is a close third to chocolate on the awesome list.

Two at a time

I really cant be bothered waiting to upload these. why? because if i upload them now.. i can do more!! yay more. i hope i can keep this up for at least a year. mebbe it will help me get through IB. juuuust mebbe.

Numero cinq

thats 5. i was going to have the 6th before the 5th... but oh well. :) Also... have had okay day, aside from the mental facewalling. but thats just me :) so yeah... im working on it. also... pens. they are bad excuses.

The Keychain

I wanna explain a bit about the comic.. is nostalgia. and the goldfish crept in. please wait a while, im trying to filter it all out. it might take some time. So i got facebooked by shelton, an old friend of mine from kindy, who said he missed the awesome old days, and i do too. so yes.. thats about it. lol at my attempt of drawing fb and a computer. sorry again for the goldfish imposing itself. im retarded like that. :)