Father's Day

The last couple of father's days have sucked. Kind of because my dad died a few years back. I miss him like hell. Was just talking to a friend who knew him and he was telling me not to be emo or anything tomorrow. I appreciate it because so far no one else had said anything about it. I mean absolutely no one. Not even my mother. I suppose i find it hard to talk about but it's just the way i am. It depends on who i'm talking to. I'll talk about if someone cares.
I just like remembering my dad. He had the best hugs. That's what I love about his memories. I always felt like it was the safest place in the world. I recently found some pictures of my dad in some photo frames at home (mother's house). I don't think she remembers that they are around, because they have been hidden for ages.
As much as i miss my dad, i know that it doesn't really matter anymore. It is better that he's gone than still here and sick. The day he died i remember the way he looked. So ill. I was sad just because of the way he looked. I'll miss him like crazy but he'll always be in my heart. "You'll be in my heart" was his wedding song.