The one problem

i have few problems with speaking. sometimes i talk too much, sometimes i dont feel like talking at all, and sometimes i'll have the best plan for what i want to say about something, it'll be perfection, and i know somehow that it'll work out once i say it, but... i usually back out. why, you ask? well, because i'm a poofta. that pretty much means that i'm scared all the time. i know that what i'm saying will be okay and all, but what if? what if, what if and what if? /sigh.