Holidays nearly over :(

Silly holidays, all wanting to be over to spoil my laziness. been eating waaay too much. i cant help it: food is good, and i have a lot of relatively free time. I also found out just how much i depend on the internet... i need it to pass the time (honestly i dont, it just makes time passing easier) and i dont like not being able to easily communicate with certain people (like wholemeal...). sure sure, call me lame or whipped or hopeless but i dont care. it's nice having someone and whats the point of life if you dont have that person to share it with. i mean, sure there will always be families and friends (however these seem to be dwindling for me at the moment...) but its not the same (im too lazy to punctuate tyvm). So dinner soon and hopefully i wont die or explode. ah well, a little extra tummy is good for an emergency pillow imo. is handy and whatnot. or something. idk. just trying to feel better. :)