weekend.

A new week, more terrifying experiences to be had. i have a problem. im sick of lack of emotional support. i hate how my best friend is usually out of town, and that the rest of my friends are too... different. i cant talk to them about some of the stuff i put in my blog, let alone about things i dont put here. i hate not being able to be close to someone.. but i know that its my fault. im just... a little bit lost.

on the bright side, i get to make a cover for friends cd type thing.. i think that what it is. or it just him asking for a portrait. either way, im glad to do it.