Thursday, February 18, 2010

No amount of...

No amount of coffee, no amount of crying
No amount of whiskey, no amount of wine....

It's the weepies. it was my jam... so to speak really, when i was in relationship. it makes me sad a bit now, especially since when thinking back to it, i feel like a total douche about it all. So yes... it's that mood. i'm all a bit sad. i miss sleep, i going to be in an ad (yay!) and should be getting new uniforms soon (more yay!).
See all the positive things going on? and i'm not doing too bad at school either... well, relatively. im actually not doing awesome, but i need more sleep. it's fucking with my mind basically. i should really get some pills when the ad money comes in. Pills and my new uniform. joy. pills to help sleep... that is. hehe. im okay. almost.
So... school is being lame, as per usual. too long imo. had period 10 today. sure, my teacher spent the whole time laughing at gay indian boy (truth is, i think he might be joking about the whole gay acting thing.. but then again. he stands way to close to guys sometimes :P ), and i was trying to read my google reader and he was laughing at everything so i couldnt.. and stuff. also, i dont think my art teacher likes me. maybe because when i work i say nothing, so when i do speak (which is when i dont feel like working, but i multitask..) she gets all aggro.
and yes... best class of the day is usually maths. because its teh only one that makes sense to me. most of the time anyway... but differentiating functions that use "e" and "ln" drive me crazy. i swear i facedesked at least a billion times.
Also, droid is making me angry. i might have to sit her down, tell her to calm the fuck down and that being frigid doesnt mean you threaten to beat the shit out of people who wind her up on purpose. /sigh. she probably wont listen to me. silly mondri person. wel.. i know she's only 2 years younger than i am, but i had to explain the word climax to her the other day. was somewhat strange. is like... "uhm... you know, when a man and a woman have that special hug... the point you wanna reach is the climax! hahahaha...ha." and she kinda just looks at me all grossed out. she asked, not my fault.
i end with just a few words from the genius of those LSD charged awesome peoples.

And when I touch you i feel happy, inside
It´s such a feeling
That my love
I can't hide

1 comment:

Vesi said...

DO NOT TAKE PILLS!!!
Trust me on this and you won't regret it later. if you take 'em pills you could get extreme depression later in life. You got problems and who doesn't? read a book everytime before bed or something else BUT don't take pills!!!