My brother had a friend who called it "surfing the crimson wave". i'm sure y'all will catch the gist. i hate it. for some reason, i get uber tired, nauseous, dizziness and bad cramps. is horrible. so... is the valentines social tomorrow. i have to stay at school until 10pm. from 7.40am. isnt it going to be wonderful? yes. im sure it will be. i have an awesome hat to get me through the day. is my gangsta hat. it isnt... well... more "gangster" really. like... the 40's, mafia type thing. was the mafia in the 40s? maybe more in the 60s. who knows?
well... ive had a lame week. i think it's because my week started with extra responsibilities. i was told that i was going to be responsible for a panel discussion about international womens day and beijing +15. and uhm... im the youngest at work. oh well. go me?
so... i think im going insane slowly. i dont blame people, or any one person, but i think i blame society. society tells us that there have to be arseholes now and again. i guess so at least. i might be masochistic... but not the usual masochist, i just feel that if things are normal and happy and right, i have to go picking holes in what is perfect. just so theres drama, or so that things feel... normal. for me anyway. yes. im horrible. i know.
so, being ill, i need sleep. and seeing as its after 10, and i have to up at about 5.30 or so. so... uhm, bed? yes.
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