My goodness, I havent written in ages. why? well... i havent had much going on except uni and trying not to think about stuff that might make me sad, but that often fails but i suppose there are people around that make it a little better.
such is life.
life is about finding those people, right? you find people, you have fun, you survive and you get hrough what you need to until you find a way to do what makes you happy.
doan get me wrong, its not as if i dont do anything that makes me happy. i draw, i uke, i work at a place that, while frustrating occasionally, i feel like im doing something real.
i guess uni drags me down a lot. "school".
things i wont need, have no interest in, occasional tutors that think theyre better than you are just because they have a degree and youre still.. well.. "learning".
i liked this semester because for once i was excited about a journalism unit. radio. i love radio. the practicality, the simplicity, the .. well.. sound of GOOD radio.
i want to do that.
but the work has left me disenchanted on the mainstream front. those around me who complain and dont work annoy me. i know i dont compare myself to them, academically, otherwise i wouldnt want to get up in the morning if i did that (to be a tad dramatic), but the whole thing about just not giving a fuck.
why cant you just care about doing stuff.
yes, its part of your compulsory units, but.. well.. it's easy. stop complaining.
anyway.
i finally got chapter 6 of my good ol' ASC and Me up now, so thats nice :D
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