I have a problem.

no im not a trekkie(trekker?) but i am a fan of the pictures with silly words :)

I dont know what to do. Its my birthday in about two weeks and my mother has started suggesting things. This is a few hours after she had a freak out about money. I dont know what to say to her. I want to say, "ma, i dont want to do anything special-esque for my birthday, because i dont want you spending too much money for something as stupid as me and my friends drinking sangria and eating pizza." Its not as if i could say that. I want to just wake up, realise that im older, and go about my day. I think I have work that day, and the last thing i want to do is have a drama-filled evening that would just spoil my mood. You see, I dont know who'd Id invite to this thing because most of my friends dont interact very well. Salmon and Milkshake would be fine together, but adding a girl would be awkward, possibly, then adding some other people from school might cause a few loaded glances and maybe destroy all possibilities of conversation, and that's just lame. I dont want to deal with drama. The last thing I want to do at my birthday thing would be to cry by myself in a public bathroom in frustration. I do realise that im imagining worst case scenarios, and i cant help it, but i just want it to be a good day, after all. Also, the fact that Im only allowed to have a few people makes it all a little worse. If i dont invite certain people, who may ruin the celebration or just be there and act retarded, im going to get crap from them at school the next week and all. So, i guess its a priority thing, and just figuring out what i want to do. Im sure itll come to me eventually, and the brother and a few others might be consulted before i tell my mam, but all i want for my birthday is to be happy. And happiness if what you make of it i spose. :)

i was thinking a money picture.
honestly, im a socialist but thats mostly due to Karl Marx's epic beard.