$7 call

i made one, to my best friend. we're both going through some stuff, he with some friends of hers, and i with all my sad nonsense. i miss her. she used to live in suva but moved to the rurals of lautoka... which is far, far away (about 4 hours drive from suva). i'll be going there for work for a few days, but because it's work i probably wont be able to see her. it sucks, but it's the reality i have to live in. so... considering actions regarding my issues. do deal with or not to deal with? that is the first question. the question after answering "to deal with!" is "uh...how?". i might be getting some recommendations. or might not. it really depends. i am hopeless and can't solve my own problems. although, i'm awesome at helping others out. i know everything that shouldn't be done, but what to do... that's still a little bit of a mystery for me. it's kind of a situation where one knows that you should never stick your hand in a toaster to make toast... but for how long should you leave that bread in there? bad example, yes. as toast is relatively straight forward. never black, usually light brown, toast should be.
something that i feel comfort about is that i'm very sure that no one reads this. i never get comments, so that means no readers. right? so, i'm not being all whine-y because it isn't as if anyone is on the receiving end. still on regina spektor. is very chill. i likes. lolwhut? :P