Merry Christmas-Public-Holiday!

So today, the 27th, is the public holiday for christmas (which, i must admit sortve dies after puberty, because then you start to realise where the presents come from. they also start to slowly decrease in awesome because you know where they come from. either that or im just terrified people wont like the presents i get them, so I dont pay too much attention to my gifts...). Christmas-week was.. interesting. i went to church a lot. on tuesday, midnight mass on friday, saturday morning for christmas day and the usual sunday church. was... awesome? im joking. dont worry, this isnt a hate on jesus post. for one thing, i dont hate jesus. hate is also a strong word. i like the idea of christianity. it makes sense. thing is, its the same for most religions. love thy neighbor and always be on best behaviour...sort of thing... i think. Im a bit tired you see.

Well, wholemeal is back, and my ma is being super awesome about everything. im really grateful for letting us hang out, and letting him come around sometimes. its nice have people who are important to you get along. well.. the getting along where she doesnt mind him too much. except when he's retarded and comes over at 2am. ah well. im happy, he's happy.. and i hope my ma is happy.. but.. things are a little rocky, considering her state (which isnt as bad as it couldve been, but its not perfect. and i do try my best to take care of things, esp to do things when she asks..).

also, cant wait for uni. i might just end up feeling like a real boy! hahah.... im joking. im a girl. with girl parts. sometimes its sucky because, thanks to my girl parts, i get tired and hungry and sick and moody and hurt. but the rest of the time it's ok, because that means i dont get into fights. often. usually. and stuff.

Lastly, the highlight of today was being reminded by someone who i dont really know of the book i wrote a few years ago. yes. i wrote a book. it was sort of odd, with an anti-emo vibe that i wrote because i felt like my art style wasnt ready. i did develop the stroy through my art though, drawing the characters and having them do things together and whatnot. in short, its a recycled story, probably not very original.. but.. i wish i could pick it up again. i might. i think i'll get going now. merry christmas, happy new year and watch this space for hopeless random things :)