Facepalms over the fail of my exam results

Well, im not happy (entirely) with my exam results. Yes, i didnt really take them seriously (i was very tired and exams are not fun) but relative to what I couldve done, Im ok with it all. I havent failed any exams yet.
Yet.

Look at this pillow. Its so darn awesome. Id totally be confused if i woke up with that on my bed. Id try to click it (but then i wouldnt be able to find my cursor and then feel very, very confused).

So today was ok, apart from me getting quite angry at a few people. SOme people are so closed minded ans stubborn in their beliefs or lack of beliefs to the point where it feels... offensive. It hurts even if the insults are directed at you. Personally, people can belieev whatever they want, and if i dont agree with it, i might mock them for a while, but i will accept them as they are and treat them on teh basis of who that are not what they believe.. Its tiring having to deal with people who act like children. I walked out on my IT class because I could not stand teh bickering.

There isnt much to say otherwise. I conclude by saying im sorry for typos, ive been sleeping and my hair is crazy and not helping really. But i ate some cucumbers and i feel better. Well, pieces of cucumber. It was tasty. I suppose :)

C is for Childhood.

So its almost nostalgic today. I never really stayed at a beachside cottage when i was young, but i did go to a lot of hotels and resorts that were by the beach, but those words dont begin with the letter C, so yea.

My exams are finally over for the semester. I can almost relax and then die in a corner. Well, not really, but yes. i got home and felt so proud of myself. I managed to do my final exam in half the given time and despite the fact it hurt to move my fingers, i was happy. the funny thing was that my hand was so messed up that i could get out of the exam room because it was hard to get a hold on the door (firstly my hand was all gross and sweaty from all the exercise and secondly i had no more grip type thing).

Tomorrow, sadly, i have to go to school. I have ToK and i have to take something aesthetically pleasing. So i plan on taking an old photo of my dad that i used to carry around with me. Its him looking very young, very happy and the photo is just beautiful in general (soft colours and lines...). I think its also beautiful to me because he was my dad and he was one of the best things about my life.

So im going to be 18 soon. my mam bought me a little black dress in DC for my present (no, she doesnt believe in surprises, but i dont mind. in fact, i prefer it that way). I love her. I almost cried because a little black dress is supposed to be the epitomy of feminity and whatnot. In my head, its her acknowledging that im growing up and it feels so good to know something like that. I miss her so much. And just in case you, whoever you are, were wondering, none of todays pictures (apart from the top one) have any real relavance to todays post. I just thought that they looked nice. Yes. Im using that word i cannot stand. Nice. :D

I was woken up by my own mind.

If that makes any sense whatsoever. You see, my last exams are tomorrow and i need to prepare for them. i was uber tired when i got home so i changed and slept, and was sleeping oh so well just around half an hour ago, but my mind would not let me rest so i forced myself up, poured a glass of mountain dew and made cup noodles. i need to make revision-type notes before i sleep, for IT at least.

I was surprisingly happy about how i did in my exams today, im not saying i did awesome, i was just pleased with the result. not that i have the results, im just saying i feel good about how i did. this morning, there was a huge rainbow, and my awesome friend, whom we like to call Barney (well, she gave the name to herself at the beginning of last year..) looked up and with a smile said "we're going to be fine, because of the rainbow". I spose Milkshake has a reason to like her :)

So there is little more to say. Im exhausted, im tired, i feel like that polar bear in the demotivational poster. Sadly, its not just monday, its every day of the week.. im going to listen to OkGo now. they maken the happeh sounds :)

Hi there!

I plan on doing a Graeme Base. Im sure other artists have done this, but i want to do an alphabet series :) Today I give the internet "A: Awesome artist accepts her antibiotics". Done with markers, pen and watercolour.

So today went quite well, apart from my almost dying due to stress and nausea. Speaking of nausea, i need to make myself a cuppa and sit the heck down and study. I have an IT test tomorrow, after i do an english commentary. Whats a commentary you ask? Its gay, thats what it is. You get either a 40 line extract or a poem. there needs to be establishment of a general arguement, writers purpose, context, identify literary devices and stuff. its not good. well, im not good at it. i dont know... okay, im feeling sick. will go make tea now. bye internets!

Good evening ladies and gents

or should i say good morning? thanks to my irresponsibility, Im up late cramming for my exams that start tomorrow. I can be bothered to do something wind-down-esque in between the time of now and the time of when i finish this blog post. Ive just given up trying to do some crazy type of optimisation thing, and i have to honest here: I love algerbra, but i suck at applying it. Its easy to make a formula awesome and find that x value youve been looking for, but putting it in context.. My head explodes. I saw something online last night when i was clearing out my reader instead of doing actual work (i say last night, but i mean saturday night. it is now monday morning).

Its a gmail hoody and I would like one. why? because it says gmail on it. and that.. is hardcore. something else that is hardcore is the next image to be posted. I dont really understand it because i cannot understand history at all, but i dont care. Its awesome and pretty and i would like to show off the fact that ive seen it.

Now doesnt that look freaking awesome? I have no idea whats going on (i also am bad at world geography and i have no idea where the european countries are on their continent but its still visually awesome).

In other unrelated news, i think im going to make another list this week. I will remind myself that on thursday night, or perhaps even wednesday as my exams would be over by then, i will make another list. whether this will be an extension of what i do like, or a new one of things that i dont like, will be decided on the day and it will be up to my mood whether i dwell on the happy or the sad. Below is a happy type list that i found online. The thing is i found all these images and starred them on saturday. the list came with a caption type thing that went along the lines of: "my favourite quote is that 'the best things in life are not things'". Maybe thats what ill do; write a list of things that arent things that i consider to be awesome. I hope i wont repeat too many things. :)

So nighty-night internet. I do realise that i dont exactly have too much in the way of a readership, if thats a word... but those who do read this... i appreciate it :) sometimes it feels so much better just to put your thoughts out there. I know that when i talk, more often than not, no one other than myself is actually listening. I like to think that they dont listen because their opinions of what i say doesnt matter to me. Those who do listen, however, are the ones that matter. Maybe thats what friends are... people who will always take the time to just listen, or at least look like theyre listening. Venting is always good for the soul. :)