300th Post!

So yes. To kind of celebrate christmas and relive the awesomeness that is Burton, I got the soundtrack for the nightmare for christmas as well as convinced wholemeal to bring it as he comes back of the holiday break :) I am very excited and happy. Its been around four or five months of him being over there. Its had its ups and downs and now i can finally hug him and smack him upside the head when he's silly, instead of just telling him that i would if i were there. lets see... what else is there to share?

nothing much really. youtube had decided that it refuses to work on my computer, Im half broke from shopping for xmas stuff and things, but i also scored a deposit on some pants which are purple AND have elephants on them! i got elephant earrings yesterday and a few weeks back i scored a bracelet with back beads and silver elephants. i am addicted to those awesome animals.

nothing much else, apart from cramps and hunger. im tired so im going to have a rest now. catchaontehflipside internets! :D

Bit of a Drama Queen

That's what I am. I can admit that on occasion, too frequent to be proud of, I have a drama queen moment. I overthink and i scare myself and end up crying or having a reaction that would be a little.. excessive. I mean, doesnt everyone from time to time act out a little bit too much? From missing wholemeal to missing tron, i tend to lose it a little too quickly. the cause of it all? Sometimes it's all thanks to our lovely friend, the monthly visitor, other times it's hunger, heat, dehydration or tiredness. Im going to roll around hating cramps and be close friends with this very expensive cup of noodles. cheery bye! proper update when i dont feel somewhat nauseous.

Hm, now what?

I finished (basically) harvest moon. Sure, my dog is yet to grow out of being a puppy, and ive yet to get those things that make cheese and yarn and stuff, but ive upgraded all the buildings in my farm, successfully fixed rick and I really cant be bothered to do much else. Sure, I’ll keep playing for the validation, and because I get bored easily, but I’m pretty proud of that fact that I got married before my second winter :P so yeeees.

Long week is long. Ive had to get up early, change and have a morning walk with my ma every day. She wants to get fit, and .. well.. I know im not the fittest one in the room. ive got my little round belly and big thighs and the general whassits to balance everything out. I cant help but give up sometimes.

Ah well. Also, I suggest everyone listens to goodbye rocketship by children collide. Its terribly awesome. That is to say that it has a mix to my liking of chillness, odd vocals that fit and the trippy factor. I really like it.

On a positive note, my ma is doing very well. Her mastectomy recovery is going good, and she refuses to stay home now her tubes are out. Its good. I try to help out, especially with the changing of gears and the handbrake when she drives, and stuff.

Anyway, my friends are flying the coop, growing up and leaving the country. Ill miss the crazy sons and daughters of bitches (a side note: they all aren’t leaving, well.. not yet anyway), but on the upside, wholemeal will be back soon J so it’s all going well. Cheery bye! :D

to die by your side...

is such a heavenly way to die.. The Smiths with There is a light that never goes out. good song. So, i sorted out most of my stuff that was lying around. I have this desk, you see, and until about an hour ago, it was covered in stuff. I have drawers on one side of this desk. These drawers, until about longer than an hour ago, were full of rubbish. I sorted out the problem, now i have things in good places with the top drawer full of wires and worky-stuff and the lower drawer with some random bobby-things, hairties and my makeup. yes. I have makeup now. Makeup and in powder things, eyeshadow, lippythings and other things to fix my physical appearance. things as in tweezers and stuff like that. so everything had a nice, proper place and tonight my clothes drawers and stuff will be sorted out. i need to throw out all my school stuff. YAY I GRADUATED YAY ME! :) im so awesome. i also have a pipe. i am hardcore. i saw it for $4, and was like /roll need. so now im awesomer, and am going to have a lie down, make roti and go to my first YWCA executive council meeting. :D also, my school ball is tomorrow. yay for being uber senior and going to the ball ^^ yes, on my own. because i can.

thankyou :)

a big big thankyou to those who commented and made me feel... so so appreciated. writing is something ive never really been... acknowledged for. Im an average english student, but it is something that i like to do. And speaking of writing, im working on a little something for wholemeal for him when he gets back next month. What is it? Hmm, maybe i wont say here, because i kind of want it to be a surprise, but what i say to hint at what it may be is to say that its a story, a cutesy one that wouldve made me laugh myself silly if i hadnt ever met him, but let's just say its me experimenting with what i want to do with my life. I wonder if that sentence made sense. Oh well :D

So. I've re-realised that im a terrible person. i tend to make fun of people in my head sometimes. This is usually when im alone. The thing is, im a somewhat odd person. I can say very mean things, usually about someones appearance or behaviour, and the next second, id be apologising over and over again. This is not only for people... but inanimate objects too. In one day, i made fun of a "gangsta" dude with a manly pink bag, a christmas tree and a very large person wearing a scarf (i laughed cuz... well.. the persons.."chin" was keeping their neck warm.. they didnt really need the scarf..).

anyway. yes. going to be a hectic week, so maybe not too much blogging. There may be snippets of wholemeals present, but yea. who knows? cheery bye and, again, thank you all :D