issues with the blog post construction process

what do you do when you have all these ideas in your head and so few people who would listen and fewer who care. by few i mean 1 because we share everything.

i was going to blog about having no dad on fathers day but... who would listen or care? just one.

i was going to get upset and write a whiny thing but who would listen or care? not one. not even he, not even me. whiny statements are meant to be put down, deleted. they dont deserve to take space up in your head.

i worry, i cry, i break down, i repair, i live. i live in cycles. i live in parts. i organise. it works :)

i wanted to use this blog for art. i force time for it.

i miss a proper structure.

Just another update

So Let's see what's been happening... And just a heads up it includes a new dog, sleepy drawings and my messy table :)

The two doggies of the house... Max and... (shudder) Trixie... My mother named her.. /sigh

Messy Table :D

I was starting to get a little tired...

fwoooshhh

Oh noes what happened to the pencil??

The speech bubble isnt pointing to the right place... ><

Hand drawing a hand drawing???? 

yes. That tired

Also : three sleeps and i get to grab hold of my favourite loaf of bread :D

Blergg

So i havent doing a lot... hahah just kidding, ive been kinda super busy so sorry for the lack of updating  :)

have some of my recently shareable stuff. the top is something i did when sleepy and a little happy off markers.. i tend to put my face really close to the paper i draw on which results in my tiny tiny drawings

teh second is a stencil i did to show my baby cousin how stencils work. i used a make up ad, and drew on parts with her

and teh third was also for her, the powerpuff girls. she was all like "theyre like from powerpuff girls z!" and i was sorta like "yeeees. ive never seen it but yeeeees"

shes so damn adorable.

anyway, ciao and maybe more will be seen

MAAAAYBEEEE

Stuff Ive Made Lately...

So here's what Ive been doing lately..

 So Ive been working on making makeup ads into stencils.. hehe.. the one above was when wasnt in the happiest mood hahaha... but just adjusted levels a bit... used sliver spray paint so thats why it might look a little odd.

This one (above) was also a makeup ad,  but used marker to get teh stencilled stuff out because was avoiding my sad can of silver spraypaint...

so i bought markers and told wholemeal: "TELL ME WHAT TO DRAWWUHHH". so he said 'draw one really confused man". im not sure if he meant a or one really confused man, because in Fiji English its the same thing.. as in "thets one gewwd place to eat".

And heres a little doodle of me :) i started trying to exercise, wasnt well this morning so missed out going for a walk, but in general am somewhat enjoying the idea. not the action so much haha...

so yes, im trying to avoid long, angry, weepy posts because i dont really have much to be angry and weepy about and theres no point is there? its not that good an idea haha, the internet has enough emos :)

stay tuned for some more stuff.

maybe.