Sunday, November 29, 2009

Grease!

So i realised that my fascination with waistcoats is actually connected to that guy. the one below.

http://imagecache2.allposters.com/images/pic/54/039_17744~John-Travolta-Posters.jpg
he aint kwoot really.

I dont really like john travolta but was reading some wiki the other day...and found out that he made some oldies in america angry therefore there was a lack of wearing the garments i am currently a fan of. not on facebook, as of yet anyway. i told my mother about the whole thing as she said "grease is one of the movies that make you forgive john travolta for being a scientologist." i think religion is silly anyway. and leave it all with a piccy of we and my friends. yay my strange hair!


three of us, me in the middle. almost the entire group 4 group im in.
we are missing the "male". he is douche.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

On the Kooks, emoness and high school

So ive been listening to the kooks lately. they seem very happyish. I also felt proud of myself while reading a terry pratchett book when he mentions Buddy Holly. I dont like Buddy Holly as a musician but i am aware of him and laughted quietly to myself in bed, when i was reading it. lying down is the best way to read a book. Is comfy and you can go to sleep when your eyes get tired. which is usually the point.

We, in reference to all the year 11 science students of my school, have group four. that is when we all break into groups and make experiments under a general theme. i was somewhat proud of my group. we planned together. and the one with emotions all over the place seemed to work out well at the end of it all. So far, since we have a day left for everything.

And my mother abandons me for another country tomorrow. I'll miss her. i has a stressful week because of the prize giving thing that my school does as well as having to write an essay in one night (that was very good actually. i was very very proud of myself.) and the group four just made everything even more stressful. My mother and i had a sit down and she told me basically that there is life out of high school. She also said how she was proud of me for handling school, work and home. I would go to school at about 7 am and the go to a meeting on a monday at bout 4 till 5 then go home and make dinner for the family. i dont mind as cooking is my own form of winding down before homework but the additional stuff taht was hard to do was manage to feed the dog afterwards as well as do the dishes while doing essays and projects in between. i like having responsibility though. it makes me feel important sometimes.

The reason i felt like talking to my mother was because i was feeling down last night. i went with her to a very unorgainsed journalism course graduation where nothing went right. i was sitting there for the first half hour or so feeling incredibly sorry for myself because i felt like i had let down my group at group four, let down my family because the TV ad i was supposed to do wasnt going to work in a way that i would be able to be part of after the resheduling, and felt like a total failure for not having an friends that would help me get my mind off all of teh above. i wanted a billion cookies, a smoke or even to get pissed drunk on rum and coke liek the old, messed up days. Im sure things wil brighten up eventually.

This is a seems to be a long post. i might need to add a picturegraph just to make up for any misspellings. maybe. so i give y'all an animal with a gun. because i can.

http://www.pinkyshow.org/support/images/uploads/shirt_bunny_ak_sm.jpg

Friday, November 20, 2009

Swinging?




















So, its the weekend, thanks god really. I've had such a hectic week. Trying to organise the EE, along with the the magazine pages, one im proud of and the other i CBF to make nice. So am just listening to the nerdy show after napping in between watching some metalocalypse. I love that show. Its so damn brutal. I loves it.
And i had a very tiring thing yesterday. there was a bit of teenage high school drama, and i had to sort it out because no one else was online. I ending up calling someones house because the person i had been talking to online wanted to talk to the person who wasnt online and was too much of a poofta to dial the number himself. I was then told never to call that persons house ever again. By person.
Person is alos sad today. I think. He buried his 13 year old dog today. he's being all guy about it and being all "meh". I want to yell at him and tell him how unhealthy apathy is. It is terribad, IMO anyway.
Note terribad picture.
I like flash.
I was to vent.
I love to vent.
:)

Thursday, November 19, 2009

I feel like Iike I'm losing it a little.

So i might be going crazy. I lost my fone and everything unravels. I haven't been able to the magazine pages for school because i was sure i could rush job it tonight, but photoshop crashes every time i try to save something so i think some suicide in in order. i was going so crazy i was on the verge of asking someone out just to see if they would say yes. I didn't do this because i'm hopeless. and i have no courage whatsoever to speak to anyone that i think i might like. I am retarded. So i did some drawing in flash because it was a way to calm down.
I want a hug..

Friday, November 13, 2009

Out tonight

















Just back from movie
i like dressing up
sometimes.
:)

Thursday, November 12, 2009

i got hit in the eye today.

















So im a pirate ya?

i've decided that if my eye gets better that i may not become a pirate, but if it doesnt i have the plan. although i cant stand how the eyepatch feels. is too strange and uncomfy so mebbe i abandon the plan altogether...
mebbe
i have exams but they end tomorrow. The hard paper (physics) is also tomorrow. Im going to die because i know nothing RE the paper.
kbai :)

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

So i have this migraine...


So, i didnt go to school today.
I have a migraine, and i am aware that it's self inflicted.
I blame being called an oompa loompa because of my new haircut.
I was overreacted and was near tears yesterday,
due to my own insecurity.
I mean, i got it cut because of approaching summer (hopefully)
and it's very cold at the moment.
So, nothing much to report apart from drinking green juice and risking my mind.
This referring to my halloween evening.
Very shameful really.