Double edged sword

well, had crappy day yesterday.

started off by me not able to have bacon to look forward to.

so had no lunch to take.

then my graphics calculator died, only the batteries though so not so bad.

then after recess my school diary slipped and cut my forearm.

it still stings.

had meh english and french class.

then had boring lunch.

then ever more meh IT class.

then had support a reader.

which wasnt so gay,

but go evil irriating child.

yea... he was all "I WANNA DO THAAAAAAAAT"

spoilt brat.

then had to go to work so was all 
"BRAIN DEAD" and watchyacallit.

today was all good.

classes were okay i guess.

then my mam bought me gerkins and cookies and ice cream and ginger beer and new batteries.

so was all "yAy" and stuff.

so now feeling sick after eating a whole packet of chips ahoy,

half a jar of gerkins, a can of ginger beer, and ice cream and some chicken.

watched "Yellow Submarine" so got a bit of a tripped out migraine.

anyhoos...  imma go nao...

:D

still sad

i guess was very downhill today.

was sad most of today,

didnt speak much,

which is rare.

went to the head of high school's office for knocking over some kid.

then walked to get the bus by myself.

waited for my mother outside the thing thats closest to a mall, 

and saw some gang from my old school.

i was happy for about 4 seconds.

rambling with them was fun,

and when i realised this i felt sad.

cuz i missed that old life so much.

pre-IB...

so still low.

my mums back.

which means less sleep and more chores.

oh well.

gunna bugger about online now...

...

:(

Down

am feeling a little bit down today.

something was supposed to happen but didnt.

huh.

i shouldve figured nothing wouldve.

i guess i liked to dream that sometimes people care.

im gunna cut myself in the corner nao.

...

I has found...

the epicest website.

yes

epic-est.

mostly tee shirt designs.

well... just tee shirts.

that i cant buy.

but are freaking funny.

http://www.bustedtees.com/

and then theres always the funnier one.

as seen above.

ive been killing braincells listening to Nightmare Revisited.

that and being uber aimless.

and having free ice cream on wednesday.

ah yeah.

the end??

Work work and some moar work

havent updated in a long time.
i suppose thats because i have very little life.
havent had much goings on since school started.
have had to deal with evil teachers,
fellow classmates with gay moodswings,
my mams comings and goings,
my brothers constant ups and downs,
the other people of my life,
that my homework pile,
my CAS hours,
and trying to sleep inbetween all of this.
I cant wait to leave high school and actually get to live a life thats my own.
as my mam said today, "arent you good at running a house?".
Yeah, thats totally my job.
Well, i guess she does have a point.
/sigh.